Monday, March 1, 2010

he's the moon and i'm an eclipse

Hmm today was a so so day. Had a math quiz, that i did not study for. I deliberately watched the closing ceremony instead. how's that for procrastination? then afterwards went to the gym, channing's house, sports authority, and lunch with michael. it's his birthday tomorrow. YAY! i feel like i'm slowly drifting away from a certain individual, and getting closer to another one. One of them has been acting rather peculiar lately, and i wonder why. Is it because of jealousy? Is it because he has to mark his property, exsqueeze you, but i'm no one's property. PROPERTY OF GOD. He's been awfully touchy, and actually weirdly nice. Seriously, there have been no insults or ridiculous name calling. And i find myself drawn to the other guy. I wonder how the cookie will crumble. i feel like i have no control in what happens. I don't want to hurt one guy, in order to get closer to the other guy. So i decree, that i should just let things be, and whatever happens, happens right? I can't quite figure out guys though. Why are they so confusing, and send mixed signals? oh wait, that sounds like me. HAH, the irony of it all.

flowers bloom, but not before their time.

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