i feel numb. like something just sucked the soul out of it. it is like someone took a hammer and pounded on my heart, and it's begging for its life. I wonder if i should go see a therapist, because i feel like i have too many emotions bursting inside. I don't dare show this, because i don't want people to know that i am depressed. they think i'm a happy go lucky person, but they don't know the story. i don't want people to worry about me. i don't even burden my best friends. why is it that a person can hurt another person without feeling? Without repercussions?